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My story: Well, let’s see…on my original blog I had this extremely thought provoking depiction of who I am and what I’m trying to accomplish both on and offline, but that’s neither here nor there anymore.

I am simply a woman on the verge of discovery.  I’m coming to terms with who I am and what I’m destined to be.  I know my strengths and I have a history of repeating my weaknesses…but I know them nonetheless…and isn’t that the first step to overcoming them.

I love hard and I have a temper that breathes fire at any instance of disdain.  With that same intensity I am loyal and will go to the ends of the earth for those who are near and dear to me.  I will sacrifice myself time and time again if I think that it brings happiness to those I love.

My problem: Choosing the right ones to love…yes that is plural.  There are people, male and female alike who don’t deserve my loyalty…ahhh the blog is evolving a bit.

My journey: Well it is like most others…I will stumble, I will fall, I will pick myself up, dust myself off and KEEP IT MOVING!

My goal: To find calm amidst the storm.  I am aware that even in the most inopportune of times, including in the professional arena that I light up, I feel heat rushing through my veins and I want to attack.  My goal is to the find that tranquil place that will allow me to face adversity with calm and resolute…and I will find that place.

My help: All of you, this blog…this emotional outlet of my actions in black and white, not to be denied or confused.  My daughter…she is the most peaceful and loving individual that I have ever met.  She understands things that no child should  be able to comprehend at the tender age of 6.  She is an old soul…sometimes I think she possesses my grandmother’s spirit; a spirit that was sent back here to watch over me and keep me uplifted.  Nevertheless, she is a Godsend, and not because I bore her, but because she gives me purpose and fuels me with determination. 

So here I am…all of me.  Not just the male seducing part of me…but all of me, temper flaring and all…work, school, life, and yes dating…the men/or a man will always be an avid part of my life…but there is so much more.

Well…let us begin shall we.